grown ass woman with baggage

Hi

Well is is what it is,you must wonder why i am on about TV so much why dont I read or something on my freetime.Here is the thing I can`t yes you guessed right I am a 42 year old 9-6 working class mom,a divorcee possibly a burned out, stressed out mom.So When i get home from work having cooked and cleaned had varoius discussions with my kids about what they can and can not do.

Man when I hit that couch about 20:00-21:00 there is nothing that can get me up yes I reach for that remote controll and hope that every night it will magically take me to better places and what do I see "reality shows"?????There is nothing real about those shows or on the people on those shows so I change chanell after chanell with no luck.And I just want to pull my burned out hair.

You may ask why I dont date then ,well in todays world it seems that everybody is supposed to be happy,and "up for anything","no bagage",in sweden the ads on dating sites are full of the words"Glimten i Ögat"?????

Hey I am gorgeous but I am noy any of those things not all the time,I am not happy all the time I am a grown ass woman with kids to raise bills to pay and agruments to be had with my kids so many a times I am an angry woman yep and baggage I have and I am not ready to let them go they are my babbage earned from a messy divorce and lack. if i have a date I need to be free to say will you have me and my Bags???I am gorgeous but I have baggage I am not a 20 year old baggae free person,or a 42 year old impersonator..and I certainely am not up for everything,no sir I have earned the right to say this I do that i wont,I am gorgeous not a needle or a botox near me ever had two amazing kids,you should be so lucky,but I am not up for every thing.

I have done and experienced enough in my life to be allowed to draw somelines at 20 i was up for everything.

today I am a grown ass woman with baggage